It all starts here.

No time like the present.

I've wanted to start a blog for a while but in the way I accomplish all my goals, I have procrastinated until I can no longer stand it.

As I write this I'm sitting at my desk thinking about my 28 years of life and asking what the he'll have I done with them. I'm a little overweight with bad eating habits and a terrible sleep pattern. Going out into the world to socialise isn't my thing, I much prefer the internet. My job is fine, just not the one I dream of. Oh and I'm single, very single. Bridget Jones level single.

2018 as a year sucked major ass for me. I suffered, in the grand scheme of things, a small break up. I felt I invested a lot in the short weeks we were dating and when he got bored and ghosted me I was devastated. (I might do another post on that later). From that point my life fell apart and so did I. The hard work I put into getting fit was all undone with no exercise and comfort eating. I was made redundant and that jepodised the flat I was in the process of buying. To put it delicately... I lost my shit. I was emotionally out of control and it's something I never want to experience again. 

So 2019 is my year for rebuilding my physical and mental health! I have signed up to a gym and with the help of a good friend I'm going to get into the best shape I have ever been in. I'm going 3 times a week at least and I'm playing roller derby every weekend. It's going to happen!

I'm blogging the whole thing. Each work out and every life milestone/ event as try to figure out my adult life. Come along with me.

L xx

By the way all the fitness stuff will also be on Instagram! Look for chonker plonker. I'm the chubby chonker haha. I'm also getting back on Twitter @Laurenailie.